środa, 4 lipca 2012

Don't forget...

Pretending. There's nothing worse than pretending, lying that you care. You're all the same. "You are responsible of what you have tamed." I thought you liked me. Guess I was wrong. Nobody loves me. I'm not loveable. I'm just a puppy you play with, it's fun, but then you get tired and throw it away to some kind of orphanage for dogs. Apparently, that's who I am. Easily forgotten. Naive. But I need somebody to love me, you know? Like a real friend. Sadly, I have feelings too. I just want someone to hug me and help me. Say that everything will be ok. Just be there for me, all the time. I thought I had a person like this. I lost him. He went away, just like everyone did. I thought he was different. Well, he weren't. He hurt me just like everyone did. I thought he's the one, the one I could really trust. Now I'm sitting here alone. Completely lonely. Feeling like I'm just a waste. It would be easier if I just didn't exist. Nobody needs me anyway.